Kickflip McTwist//Father Christmas

i am 13 w/ age-appropriate problems

been awake for ~39 hrs cool cool cool cool cool cool cool

we read my stuff in my class today

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"What I cannot stand is the selfishness! Those of you who want to die…and take your whole lives doing it."

Agnes, A Delicate Balance, Albee

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to whom it may concern:

my brain has been put into your mouth

and you are holding it there for me and i am nervous

that you will forget it is there and you will use your teeth to

delete a lot’ve things

to the report on yugoslavia:

i’m sorry i don’t know anything

to the birds in sarajevo:

there were tanks on hillsides shooting down

buildings with people in them and

brains were in the people and

a lot things got deleted like

your nest with the eggs like

other eyes seeing other things

and remembering other thoughts in other brains

there is a constant lack of so many things

i feel a constant knife here and here and here

to whom it may concern:

i want to shrink down and run from your head

to your feet while you lay naked and asleep and

in your sleep you can feel

tiny feet

running

down

your

bo

d

y

and right now you are a landscape

and right now you are moving

and right now i am a heat seeking missile and

there is a room full of bodies that i

am going to hurt and kill

and there is a room

here and here and here

and there was a building

there and there and there

and there is a constant knife attached to

the floor of your car

or tangled in the springs of your mattress

or hanging point up in your chest and

if you don’t calm down:

a tree will fall and no one will here it

a bird will eat the worm and

the tree will scream at its roots

and you will still be a landscape

but you will be a lot more still

to the report on yugoslavia:

there is a constant lack

of knives inside

the right people

this paper is supposed to be 10 pgs but it is only 4 and there is nothing else to say why god why me

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wow rly drunk right now wow,
i like that I post when Im drunk bc it gives an honest view of stuff and honesty is like the most important part of ‘art’ i think..
if you disagree then you are fucking wrong oh no.
had cool convo at a party and now my voice is really houarse (sp?)
we drove home and i said ‘wow we live in chicago that is so cool’ and hit the celing w/ y fists bc oh my god i live in chicago. downtown chicago at night is like a wonder of the world bc it is beuatiful life is so beauftiful you guys!!!!!!!!!! woww!! we are so lucky to be alive and it is amazing that we are alive at the same time, it is hard to feel any emotion besides immense wonder at the people that i see all the time that WE ARE ALIVE AT THE SAME TIME. Think of all the factors that play int othat !! i saw my friends an d i got drunk enough to dance. and i did. i danced. and they played bruce springsteean and i didn’t even care bc i like him. and my dad likes him and i tlaked about my dad a little bit tomnight, i wonder how hies doing. i feel okay.. i ffel reealy happy. :) :*